Friday, July 11, 2008

Friends and Late Nights

Well, it's been a weeks of friends. The house has been buzzing with the sounds of children, we have had them in various sizes and ages this week.
Last night, it was Brittney's turn......it was Jr. High girl night. They went to the mall, had more food to eat than the boys, laughed and TALKED a whole lot. My daughter was the queen of the talkers.
It is an interesting thing to watch friendships evolve and grow.
I remember those days in Jr. High school when you are trying to find your space and place in this world (even though you don't know it). Now, I find myself appreciating my mother even more.
I pray that Brittney will choose her friends well. I pray that she will be a good friend. Most important, I pray that she will always know who her Best Friend is. He is the the friend that promises to stick closer than a brother and the only friend that will never let her down.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

It's Brittney's Birthday Today


It's almost 7:41PM, the very moment Brittney Nichole Wilson came into this world. This picture is Brittney at one month old, it's one of my favorites. It completely reflects Brittney's personality. She is a child that has a WHOLE lot of energy and loves life. She loves a good party and loves to laugh.
Happy Birthday to my beautiful daughter. I am blessed to have had the honor of being your mom. Love you baby!

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

11 years ago today

This morning my mind has been thinking about where I was on July 9, 1997.......Yes, 11 years ago today I had lost 21 lbs., threw up all day long for 9 months, and had a nasty rash.....I itched all day long for 9 months. I would spend most nights awake and pray a whole lot. I cannot believe how time flies. I remember those thoughts of wondering what type of mother I would be, if I had what it took to take care of a baby that would be dependent on Allen and I for all of their earthly needs.
Here we are 11 years later and I still wonder on some days if I have what it takes to raise a daughter who will love God (First and Foremost) ,a woman of honor, one that is confident yet gentle. A woman who can love others with a open heart but not be taken advantage of. I wonder if she will change her world for Christ. I wonder about who will steal her heart someday....will he be an example of Christ's love to her, will he be her hero, will he do all the things that he will promise on their wedding day. I do know that I have many of the same questions that I had 11 years ago today. Tomorrow, we will celebrate 11 years of being Brittney's parents!!! I look forward to all the years to come

Monday, July 7, 2008

Steven Curtis Chapman

How does a parent deal with the loss of a child and the fact that one of your children is responsible for this awful accident.

Steven Curtis Chapman and his wife have been amazing with all of what has happened during this mist sorrowful time in their lives. You realize that even though this man is one of the top christian music artists in the world.....he is still a human. Into every life, there are times of sorrow, pain, grief, joy, laughter, smiles........God never promises that He would allow us to have no pain but He did promise us that He would be there to walk with us. Actually, He goes before us to make the way clear.

I just wanted to give you the information if you have not heard that the Chapmans' will be talking about their tragedy in August. See the information below:

Chapmans' to appear on Good Morning America
We've just confirmed that Steven and Mary Beth, and potentially the Chapman children, will appear on Good Morning America the week of August 4th.
Seen nationally, ABC's morning tradition, Good Morning America began airing in 1975 and reaches a huge audience of approximately 8 to 10 million each morning.
Let the redemption of this tragedy begin. : )

The Staycataion Update

The staycation is now over and we did a few things but did not get the list completed. Story of every one's life!
We painted, cleaned out the woods, cleaned the garage (somewhat), and spent most of the week being referees.
My sister and I are 10 years apart in age. We did not fight, what is there for a 16 year old to fight with a 6 year old? My children are very well mannered kids but they loose their minds at home. The want to be at each other for everything.......I mean EVERYTHING.
She called me a name, he is a little brat and gets on my nerves, she won't play my game, he is just a pest,.......MOM......MOM.....!!!!!!!! Why do they call me? How come they never call their dad? You boys have it easy because these kids love to yell their mom's name.
Summer is only 1/2 over. Will I make it until August 26th? I can tell you that I will but my kids might not. At this rate, they are going to think going back to school will be a picnic.

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Late Nights and Early Mornings


Insomnia: Some people think that it only means not sleeping for days on end. But that’s not entirely true. Insomnia simply means you have trouble sleeping. Whether it’s trouble falling asleep, trouble staying asleep, waking up earlier than you want to, or not feeling refreshed when you do wake up—just having one of these symptoms is enough to say that you have insomnia.
There you go, the definition of Insomnia. I seem to have this issue in my life. Last night, I finally fell asleep around 1AM......oh yes.......wide awake at 3:15AM. That really stinks. It's not that I'm not sleepy because I really am right now. The problem is my mind.
This happens to me a few times a week. I really hate the TYPE "A" personality. What can I fix at 2AM??
I lay down and my mind starts to process all the things that (I feel) needs to get done around here. NUTS!!!! yes, I am nuts.
This night, I have done some paperwork in my office, read some blogs, red the bible, and asked God to talk to my spirit. He is either not saying much or I'm just toooooo tired to hear His voice.
I think there are times in our lives that we have spiritual "late nights and early mornings" those are the times that we simply do not hear His voice.
The Father always is there and ready to speak life into us but we are mentally not ready to hear Him. We simply need to find REST in the Almighty..........He is the one that will give direction, peace, assurance, you fill in the blank for what you need.
Ask Him to help you when you have those late nights and early mornings. He is there to meet you.
As for me, I think a Sunday afternoon nap is in order!

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Staycation

We are are having a staycation this week. It seems to be what lots of folks are doing these days.
Now, I am not sure how much resting we are doing because Allen and I both have a list of things that we want to get done this week. I have big aspirations of getting the laundry room and our bedroom painted. We will see??!?!? Allen is cleaning out the woods in the front and that's a big project.
I will blog more later about this great project.